Abandon ..

I feel like giving up . But I couldn't . All those words , are hurting . Felt the pain . It's painful .. Why .. Really impossible uh .. Okay then .. I will have to pretend that I don't mind .. Fml .. zzz .. I am useless ..

Regrets ..

Was it a mistake ? Can we " heal " the mistake just like how you got recovered from your fever ? I am that girl that makes the first move secretly . Pathetic me .. I hate me .. To me , it was a mistake and I am regretting .. Bo bian .. I suck a lot .. It was all my fault ..

Best pen . 

Once bitten , twice shy . I don't dare to annoy you .. I feel horrible when we ain't talking . But I wonder how would you feel if we ain't talking . Nahs . I am just being naive . You wouldn't feel anything bad . I am nothing to you .. But a best ink maybe ?

Doubts ..

Is this karma or what  .. Fml  .. Problems  .. Nobody can understand right now  .. Or never  ..  All alone  .. It is painful  .. I really don't understand why is this happening to me  .. Please don't let it be any problem that leads a painful future  ..

Alone ..

Felt like crying but there is nobody there for me  .. I am hopeless  . I am alone  ..

That chance ..

A chance , it is very very impotent to me  . That chance is extremely important to me in my life  .

N - O . NO .

I am not ready for my school life . I need more holidays but not a boring one  . A interesting one  . Friends in school  ? I don't trust and I don't believe in all of them  . I rarely trust and believe people  . People  I really trust  , is my best friends  . F m l  .  .  .

Fml ..

Shag much  . Holidays only left with one week  . Holidays are boring too  . Stress enough to be bored every single day  . Roting at home for so long  . Finally someone asked me to meet up yet it just seems totally impossible . Please . I am sick and tired of feeling alone  . Tired of being tired  . Arg . Shag shag shag  . Everything is just so not left and not right  . Fml  ..

Always Yours ♥

Always yours . Can i  ? Probably not because I just suck so much  . I am irritating  . I am annoying  . I am just like a bitch over here keep on shouting shouting . I am useless  . Nobody would scarifise anything just because of me  . Maybe I can be always yours  . But you ain't mine  . I am just like an extra in your world  ..

My lovely blog *:

I love you . Yes you  . You're the only one I can say whatever I want and not really a lot people will see and read  . Mostly people that I trust have the link to you  .

I guess so ..

Things seems to be really possible at first  . But  , no  . It is not as possible as it seems to be like  . It seems to be not so possible now  . I guess  , it is because of the timing and that reason  .